the-psivamp

Have you ever been in love? Not the kind that they show in movies. The kind that even movies get wrong. Have you ever been in so much love that the entire universe bows at your feet and obeys your every command? Have you ever been in love and known without the slightest doubt that this person is your soul mate? Love where miles become nothing and the future becomes today. Where you would... and do... do anything for them? A glance in the eyes is enough to make the heavens pour. A touch of the hand enough to send stars shooting across the sky. Simply being there is enough to render every single bad memory of the past into com

I sigh as I watch the red running down my body tracing my curves as outlines to show who I am rather than who I want to be. It pools at my feet becoming diluted in the water that flows endlessly from the shower head washing it all away. This is me starting over becoming someone new becoming who I should have been in the first place rather than who I turned out to be.

I am floating along in a thunderstorm grasping on to what little hope I have left like wisps of clouds they float away. When you speak to me without being upset my hope grows and I get a better hold and then they told me you lied. Like a lightning strike it hits blowing apart everything keeping me afloat everything keeping my hope and I fall. Reality is no longer real, the truth is untrue, but still... in the pain, the deceit, the avoidable hurt had you not lied, I love you with an undying love that kills me.